a stranger i used to love

hae
3 min readJul 4, 2024

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Sometimes, all you’re left with are memories of the people you once loved.

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I passed a stranger today, and there was something strange about the way my body reacted. For some reason, I knew things about this stranger, details that I shouldn’t have known. His birthday, family, hobbies, fears, and even his secrets – it was like for a moment, I knew this stranger better than I knew myself. I could almost smell his scent, feel his laughter, and hear the sound of his voice.

It was very strange to look for him in the crowd whenever I smelled his perfume. And, I froze every time I heard his familiar voice.

This stranger was once my favorite person.

My heart lurched in my chest. I had this strange, tingly feeling in my stomach, like something was stirring inside me. For a moment, I felt like I almost knew who this stranger was. But then the feeling faded away just as fast as it had come. And then I remembered who this stranger was, and how he used to make me happy when life was hard. He was always there for me, with late-night talks and random picture updates. He even had a special nickname for me. But in the end, he was just a stranger after all.

sometimes all you’re left with are memories of the people you used to love.

How do you go from being someone’s everything to just a stranger they used to know? I knew this stranger as well as I knew myself. We had a history, a shared past, and yet here we were now, strangers again. It was strange that someone who had once been so close to me could now be just a fleeting presence in my life, a memory that I carried with me. The greatest pain is realizing that the person you loved so deeply is now a stranger to you, like you never meant anything at all.

No one warned me that one day, someone who changed your life forever would become a stranger again. We had our own inside jokes, our own language, but now they felt like the remnants of a distant world. In that moment, I longed for the comfort of familiarity, the ease of a connection that had once been. But all I had now was the brief encounter with this stranger, and the memories that haunted me like distant echoes.

Our stories, like the people we used to know, often end before we’re ready.

There was a familiarity in the way this stranger smiled, in the way he walked, even in the way he spoke. It was like he was someone I had known before, someone whose presence I had once cherished. And yet, here we are now, two strangers in a sea of people, passing each other without a word.

There’s a strange and painful beauty in growing apart from those you thought you’d spend forever with.

And, I walked away, the image of this stranger faded into the distance. And though we had only shared a brief moment, it was strange how deeply his presence had affected me. It was as if I had been given a glimpse into another life, another time, where he was not a stranger, but a part of my own world, my own memories. And yet now, he was just a stranger once again, a memory that haunted me in the strangest of ways.

I guess you never really know the impact you have on other people until you walk away.

Sometimes it’s the people you know the least who stay in your memory the most.

Sometimes the people you thought would be there for the rest of your life end up being just strangers you used to know.

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