life’s been chaos since you walked away.

hae
2 min readJul 5, 2024

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the storm inside me rages on without cease.

Since you left, my life’s been nothing but a chaotic mess. It’s like a part of me went missing when you walked away. I’m still picking up the pieces, trying to make sense of the chaos you left behind. I’m still searching for the peace that you took with you. Your absence has left a gaping hole in my heart, and the chaos continues to swirl inside. The once beautiful and organized world I knew has turned into a chaotic whirlwind, all because you left without looking back.

Though I try to put on a brave face, pretending that I’m okay, deep down I know that the chaos you left behind has left me broken inside. Your absence has shattered the once peaceful and stable life I had, replaced by a chaotic abyss.

Every day, I struggle to pick up the pieces you left behind, trying to find some semblance of order in the chaos you created. But no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to escape the whirlwind of pain and confusion your leaving brought.

It’s like your absence has cast a shadow over the once bright and orderly life I once knew. Every day feels like a battle, trying to fight off the chaos and confusion that fills my mind since you left. It’s like a storm raging inside me, with no end in sight.

All I want is the peace and stability you took away when you walked out that door. But instead, I’m left here to handle this chaotic mess you left behind, feeling hopeless and broken inside.

Why do we sometimes feel the most alive amid our deepest pain? Why does love, which should bring light and warmth, often leave us in darkness and cold when it’s gone? Is it possible to ever find peace again after the chaos of a broken heart? These questions linger, unanswered, as I sift through the remnants of what used to be a whole and happy life.

My world has not been the same since you left. But perhaps, in this chaos, there is a chance for something new to grow.

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