so many memories i’d like to repeat.

there are moments in life that we hold onto tightly, memories that we wish we could relive over and over again.

hae
3 min readMay 26, 2024

So Many Memories I’d Like to Repeat.

There are days when I find myself lost in thought, drifting back to moments I wish I could relive. It's like flipping through an old photo album, each page bringing back a flood of emotions. Some memories stand out, clear and vivid, begging to be experienced just one more time.

I remember the first time I rode a bike without training wheels. My dad let go, and I wobbled, terrified and exhilarated. The wind rushed past my face as I realized I was doing it on my own. I looked back and saw him smiling, pride in his eyes. That moment, feeling so free and capable, is one I’d give anything to experience again.

Then there was the summer night with my friends at the lake. We sat around a bonfire, the crackling flames casting a warm glow on our faces. We talked about our dreams and fears, sharing secrets we’d never told anyone. The sky was so clear, the stars so bright, it felt like time stood still. We were young and fearless, and everything seemed possible. I want to go back to that night, to feel the camaraderie and the unspoken bond that connected us all.

I think about the time I saw my grandmother’s eyes light up as I walked into the room. Her hug was warm, her love palpable. She told me stories from her past, her voice soft and soothing. Sitting by her side, feeling her unwavering love, made me feel safe and cherished. I wish I could go back and listen to her stories once more, to hear her laugh and see her smile.

The first time I fell in love, my heart raced with excitement and nerves. Every touch, every glance, was electric. We walked hand in hand, talking for hours about everything and nothing. There was a sense of discovery, of newness, that made each moment magical. I want to relive those early days, to feel that intensity and wonder all over again.

Graduation day was another one of those moments. The culmination of years of hard work, the pride in my parents’ eyes, the feeling of accomplishment as I tossed my cap into the air. We laughed, cried, and promised to stay in touch, not realizing how life would scatter us. I’d love to go back and savor that day, to hold onto the feeling of infinite possibilities.

Sometimes, it’s the small moments that I miss the most. Lazy Sunday mornings, the smell of pancakes wafting through the house. My family gathered around the table, talking and laughing. The simplicity and warmth of those mornings are something I long to feel again.

These memories are fragments of a life lived, pieces of a puzzle that make up who I am. They are precious and irreplaceable, and I hold them close to my heart. I find myself yearning to step back into those moments, to feel the joy, the love, the sense of belonging that they brought.

But time moves on, and we can’t go back. We can only cherish the memories and carry them with us. They remind us of what’s important, of the love and connections that shape our lives. As much as I’d like to repeat those moments, I know that their beauty lies in their uniqueness, in the fact that they happened once and left an indelible mark on my soul.

So I hold onto these memories, reliving them in my mind, feeling the emotions they bring. They are a part of me, a testament to a life well-lived. And while I can’t go back, I can move forward, creating new memories, finding new moments to cherish. The past is a treasure, but the present holds its own beauty, waiting to be discovered.

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